"Canción de otoño en primavera"

¡Juventud, divino tesoro,
ya te vas para no volver!
Cuando quiero llorar, no lloro,
y a veces lloro sin querer...

Ruben Darío




I don't have the energy, much less the inspiration, to put this feeling into words. I can't translate this excerpt of Ruben Darío properly, but I will try to describe the feeling that it speaks to in me right now- I'm feeling as if I've run out of time, or as though there really isn't enough time to begin with, even though my life is still at the beginning; or even possibly at its peak. The title of his poem in English is "Song of Autumn in the Springtime."